Yes!!! Almost nine month of blogging. Soon, it will be a year, and in June, it will be double digits, 10. Anyways, Tomorrow, will be the last day of April. I can't believe school will be over soon. I think, blogging has really helped me this year, with me writing. Writing is a good way to express your emotions, and I think I understand now, why. lol.


Anyways grad pictures was on Friday. It was a really bad day. Not because I was showing people my "new" hair colour. Yes, I died my hair, again. It was suppose to 50% blonde with 50% blonde. But the blonde went into the black, creating it all black, some blue, green, light blonde, white and grey. It's pretty freakin cool. But Friday wasn't the best day for me, so I was weak, and of course my class has always comments. I was upset because, I have been thinking alot of my brother & sister, who died when I was little. They were borned and named, but died right after. I think about it alot, lately, so of course I was in a bad mood, but I let their comments not bother me, but at the end of the day we had to plan a skit and I got picked to be in a group with two of the most judgemental people I know.Their a little stuck up, in my opinion and judge you on what you wear and look like. I's dumb, but thats them. Anyways, they teased me, when we should of been working, and after a haft in hour of getting tease, I started thinking of my brother and sister, and then all I wanted to do was punch their faces, but since the school wouldn't do that, I did the most worst thing I could do, to show I was weak---I cried.


I had been crying for the past two days, just small tears, but not alot, so of course I cried alot, and I cried, and I just put my head down on my desk and cried, and then a girl who use to my friend, and she was in my class, came in and calm me down, and yelled at the two. I calmed down, and the two got into trouble. I don't know how, but one of the parents phone me, but I didn't answer, I wasn't home. And of course I haven't told my parents, if my mother knew that I was getting bullied for being a indivusal and different, they would of said, ok it's time to start wearing all pink and act like girly girl, which isn't me. So I didn't tell, and I had to tell a lie to why she called. Saying she was foning about grad.


Anyways May will be the last full month of school. We have two Fridays off. And I only have three days of school this week, I'm going on a hoilday on Thursday.I can't wait. I get one day day of school off, since Friday is one of the day we have off. Anyways, we have a few finals this month *sighs*. We also have a huge math test, which of course we can't study for. Anyways other then that, nothing really's going on. I promise to take lotttts of pictures. I can't wait!!! Anyways, hope you have a good, first week of May. =)