Mood: <--- Scared


Reading: Septimus Heap & Alice 19th


Watching: Vampire knight,Daughter of 20 faces, Garo, Nodame Cantabile


Listening to: Hello by Evanescene



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Meet My symtoms books, who I'm now naming Mr.Symtoms. This is a little notebook that is my second new best friend. I was asked to keep him everywhere I go and write in him. I guess you could say it sort of a diary, but it isn't private.See I was asked to write all the problems&pain&symtoms I feel every, each day. I guess the doctor will look at it. If you don't know what I'm talking about, "symtoms","Pain" and ect, then please read the previous entry to this one. Anyways, Mr.Symtoms is a nice little,small notebook that I bought at my local Wallmart. It says "Hot Chocolate" on the back. How nice!! Haha. Anyways,at least this is small and not big. I find bigger notebooks hard to carry around,especially everywhere.


Anyways it's been a hectic week. On Tuesday I was in the hospital for 4 and a haft hours. Waiting for a doctor to let me take a MRI. You see, my mom wants to take a MRI in Alberta but I think either it didn't work out or it doesn't take of your whole body, in which were looking for. Anways, I spent two hours in the waiting room and another two hours in a different room and finally the doctor visited us.Nice doctor. Anyways, she told me of my tests and told me It's a low chance of me having Arthrtis,which is awesome!!But still we need a MRI. Because their is something wrong with my Central nervous system,I think that right. And before anyone ask, I don't smoke or drink,so I didn't I guess you could say I didn't get this illness from that. Anyways that doctor gave us a referal to a doctor who would likely let me have a MRI. This doctor she refered us to is actually a doctor I had in sixth grade when I was in the hospital that time. Anyways mom said if we don't get a MRI from meeting this doctor, then we going to the USA, A.S.A.P to see my mom's uncle who's a type of doctor (forgett what type), who will be able to get me a MRI. Anyways, now here is the scary news, I guess for me and my mom mainly. I may not have Arthritis,but I might/maybe have MS (Multiple Sclerosis).


See the MS theory started,actually just recently. See my massage thearpist came over and was talking to me and asking me all my symtoms. See her mom has MS, so she has seen and knows the signs. And anyways, I told her and she told me I have many signs of Arthritis,but also of MS. See, I didn't know much of MS, I actually pretty clueless when it comes to diseases. I mean I know some,but not alot. But she said I had symtoms of MS, and I knew her mom had it, but I didn't know much of it. So after she left, I did lots of research. I found many good sights and most sights had the symtoms on it. Anyways I found two really good sigts, in my opinion, which told of some of the common symtoms. Anyways out of all the symtoms on the first sight, I had: 5/5 and on the second sight I had: 8/13. Now I don't think you need all the symtoms. But anyways, It's very uncommon for my age, and my mom told me don't self diagnose yourself (Meaning don't try to guess what you have).I'm not, but me and my mom both know that alot of those symtoms I have. The doctor told me it uncommon for my age, but it not impossible, and they really don't know totally without a MRI. My mom had also been thinking that I might have MS, because she told me she remember something. When I told her that it was hard to lift a cup, she said she was reminded of my thearpist mom. It's really scary.But hopefully this will all be figure out soon.Mom says this is a start of a long process. I also emailed little Makino on it.She hasn't replied. I'll see her tomorrow, I wonder what she's going to say.Anyways it's only a 'Might'. But it could be many other things.Anyways that all I want to write about today.